Well, I’m a 22-year-old girl who enjoys reading (especially online articles or magazine articles that I don’t need to pay as much attention to), writing, and gaming. I have two siblings, a brother, Casey, and a sister, Lissie. I love music. I write a lot of poetry, and I would be shocked if I don’t have hundreds of pages of stories I’ve written if I were to type them up and combine them into one document.
I’m a freeloader. I don’t have a job, and right now I can’t get one, though I am looking. I’m not in school (college is expensive you know) and even if I was I’d have a really weird schedule since I’d have to work around multiple factors. I know, I need to get a life.
I’m currently at the point in my life when I need to grow up and act like the adult I am. I’m starting to branch out from what I was growing up–what I believed about myself and others, what I thought was upsetting/not upsetting, etc. I’m forming a worldview of my own and not just based around what I was taught all my life. And honestly, I’m terrified. I’m so confused about everything.
I have bipolar disorder. I take medication, but that just makes it easier to keep in check–it doesn’t make it go away. I cut for 2 1/2 years, then relapsed after 3, but I’ve been cut-free since January 16th, 2016. Every day is going to be a battle from now to my dying breath, but it’s a lot easier to conquer now. Therapy helps too. I was seeing a counselor every other week for 3 1/2 years and since 2014 I’ve been seeing one weekly for the first time in my life. In 2015, I was diagnosed with anxiety, Asperger’s, and severe depression.
I’m overbearing sometimes (or a lot of the time…I don’t know cuz nobody will tell me). I am aware of that, but I don’t know when I should stop bugging people. Sometimes when I’m invited somewhere I’ll just sit out of the way and keep my mouth shut.
My celebrity crush is Devon Bostick. Well, I’ve got a lot of celebrity crushes but he’s my favorite.